there's something really wrong with me these days and i'm not quite sure.

is it stress?

i hate my previous gpa. absolutely hate it. it wasn't even accurate and now everyone pins too-high hopes on me.

my scs results as well. urgh. i don't even know how to study for scs.

my dad expects an a1 for math. he thinks it shouldn't be problem since i got one last term. but that was because of assignments and the retarded online test. trigo will kill me.

trigo is ugly

trigo is stupid

trigo is annoying

trigo is evil

trigo is monstrous

trigo is like a less-disgusting cockroach to me.

i don't know if i wanna go to 4M. i can't decide. and i'm trying not to think about it but i still do. the more concern my dad shows for my studies, the more stressed i feel. i really don't want to disappoint him once more but. no hope -.- i'm not even comparable to my brothers anyway.

installed cbox instead since it's the easiest lol. gonna remove it soon when i officially shift and stop using Blogger anyway. haha.

i think Eniko Mihalik is damn gorgeous. haha.

anyway i liked these three shots of Lara Stone for Vogue Paris October :)

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