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...
is it really impossible to get the best of both worlds?
i don't want to lose either.
i've been through so much with them. how can i bear to lose them?
but on the other hand, i don't want to give up on the other either..
i feel horrible. i didn't know you guys were so worried and concerned about me and i feel bad for that. but now i don't know who to turn to because i don't want you guys to worry about me even more. i tried.. but i know i can't do it. i didn't manage to in the end. it was too scary..

is this wrong? i guess it was wrong from the start. but now it seems too late already.

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YUNHO AS DANA'S DANCER AND RAPPER!!


this is proof that he has been a great rapper and dancer since young. there's another video in which he dosen't show his lion hair and he's wearing a cap, looking really cute!
i wonder how CSJH will be like in 2010 ;)
Donghae playing the violin:
4:16:00 PM